aye wassup, dang yesterday was crazy. we went to roxy was fun but shauns car got freakin towed damn shame. ya know hes pist about that. well summer is almost over because i had orientation today. it was wierd being back in school seeing familiar faces. kinda happy yet shocked of the realization that im back in school. i had to much fun over ther summer to make it end now but i guess i have to get back to reality. right now im at shauns house lol. kiersten chels loren are here to wish we could go swimmin but we didnt bring are damn suits. i really need to go back to the beach would be a damn shame if i didnt go surfing before i went back to school....miss the ocean...

man just got back from the beach today. damn im tired and well i got darker damnit. surf sucked today so just kinda knee boarded a bit on the boards. well i am at shauns house. really this is the only place where i can update this peace of crap. let yall know how i been doin. well right now lol my diet is working, losing all the flab in the stomach area lol happy bout that. muscles startin to show again lol. i'm just happy cuz im stickin with my goals. guess you could say im becoming responsible lol. so me and the guys were talking about girls, and i made a comment of swearing off girls for like 2 months, just because. and they freaked! i dont know whats so surprising about that sure girls are cool but i mean right now seems kinda cool not worrying about anything ya know? but maybe i'm just waiting for this someone, i dont know why, but all the summer i've still been thinking about her. even though she had a boyfriend i didnt care, i still had the thought in my mind she would come back, and maybe im just lying to myself. so thought maybe if i find a girl i like i can get her out of my mind. WRONG! first: its hard to find a girl i like to like me back ya know. second: i still would have been thinking of her. i mean sometimes i would just kinda stare at my phone thinking i should call her see whats up but, it just kinda gets me sad when i talk to her. being happy with out me, being sad with out me. when i used to be the one that put the smile on her face. sigh. call me crazy but thats just the way i am. im out yall. leave me one

damnit i wish this was me!!

wassup yall, guess where i'm at??? yup shauns house. how was everyones 4th of july?? mine was ok i guess, no fire works, it rained and i was away from home. i dont even want to talk about my vacation. lets just say i had 'fun' right. anywho lol dont wanna brag but i won another contest! ok ok maybe i didtn win but i got 2nd. they said my poetry was redundant. psh no its not i just happen to feel like that all the time. i write what i feel and i guess i just have alot of inspiration right now lol. oh and about me and the guitar? im gettin there, i think i can start playin in front of people now lol, its a funny thing it relaxes me alot when i start playing, lol ladies watch out! haha jk you dont need to look for anything lol. just living my life day to day. you know what kinda gets on my nerves? alright once in a while i see the same quote over and over. its about some girl wanting to be wanted by this guy, wanting him to be the girl he thinks about every nite, and brags to all his friends. ok i got that, but girls, your expressing it to the wrong guy here. you want that guy to love you, cherish you, and what not but thing is sometimes that guy doesnt want to. on the other hand you have another guy that is doing just that, loving you caring for you. and either you dont care, or just dont know. which i feel bad because i know alot guys in that situation and trust me, being there myself, its not fun. and i should prob listen to my own advice but, girls if your drueling over one guy and not looking anywhere else, your most likely gonna miss the one guy that will treat you the way you want to be treated. I SHOULD REALLY LISTEN TO MYSELF but i wont lol. anyway for you lonely guys out there and you self consious girls... here's a lil something something to get your mind set on...

*if you know a girl with a ass like that your the luckiest man alive, haha guess what, i know a girl with a beautiful, firm, lucious, BEHIND like that, and if your readin this THATS A COMPLIMENT*

yo wassup. right now im at my bro shaun's house, dang i practically live here. all we've been doin is pleaying video games and jammin. yeah for some reason i want to play the guitar. like ive had one in the house for a long time but just a veiw days ago i picked it up and just started playing. dang i wanna get good. chics seem to dig the acoustic solo act. now if only i could sing?? lol. anyway i didnt know how much soap could be so much fun. ive never been to the roxy but that was fun. lol yeah me shaun chelsea and ashley went. dang i remeber ashley knowing how to belley dance but i when she gets on the dance floor omg its the shit. met this girl amber she was cool oh and a lisa they were tyte. shaun knew them from school. amber was tyte but he said she was crazy. i know how to deal with crazy people. lol. so today i was at shauns house chels came over and we all went bowling. we saw lisa and holly there then we went to beef o bradys to eat then i went home few hours later shaun picks me up to go back to his house. im telling u i live here. we're planning to go fishing, boating, chilllin at the beach, and a whole lotta stuff all in one weekend. thats gonna be a tyte weekend this sumer. anyway i wonder what everyone else is doing. hmmm prob sittin at home doing nothing. thats what i would be doing but im here learning how to play the guitar. seriosly im gonna learn fast beacuse i wanna seranate this one girl. you know which one im talking about. well loooks like im gonna be up for another 5 hours. lets see what else is there to talk about. i gotta fit in alot because u know i dont update like i used to. started working out my right arm dang its weak, i went to the gym and john, my trainer, was there. he was like ok mike lets get those mucsles that u worked for back. i was like what! so i did that for 2 hours then i went to shauns house and worked on my abs for like 30 min. foreal guys i need to get back into shape im gettin flabby. its embarrassing. yeah yeah im still looking for something and i still dont know what im looking for. its gay i know. but really im a complex guy and i still think sometihngs missing. do u know what it is? if so call me up cell:9942038. funny thing is i dont think many people read this. IF U DO READ THIS HIT ME UP> LEAVE A MESSAGE ON HERE OR SOMETHING. u know who im talking about. i know your reading this. so next time leave a message.

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